Good morning world

Well this is my first blog, and It's 12:48 AM which is technically morning. So GOOD MORNING, and welcome to my page. Yes I know what your thinking. Who is this chick? Why is she up so late? Why does her writing have such a generic undertone? Well I will answer all of your questions with one sentence. Hello, I am a bored person. Truthfully I have no clue what to write or what this blog is about, but I do know that I am typing from the top of my mind. Well the first thing I thinking about right now (besides this blog) is volleyball. I tried out for volleyball two days ago. I ran 3 miles, hit hard balls that hurt my hands (thats what she said), and I ran over 15 different drills that confused the heck out of me. So did I make it on the team? No. I suck at anything athletic. I destroyed the drills, almost died running, and I couldn't get the ball over the net. That's what I get for trying out for a high school sport with no experience. Plus volleyball isn't for me anyway. I tried out only for five stupid reasons.

1. I wanted to be part of a team
2. I wanted to stay in good shape
3. I wanted to be known as an athlete instead of a shy singer
4. I wanted to have something to occupy my time before school started
5. I wanted to win over a specific guy

Whoa Whoa Whoa! Hold up! What about this guy? Well he's very skinny (with the slightest hint of muscle), he has messy hair, he acts very stupid (although he can be very intelligent), most likely does drugs, and gets in too much trouble. Why do I like him? I have absolutely no idea! All I know is that I'm blinded by "strong liking", not by love (I'm too young to be in love). Every time I look at him it's like his eyes take on an amber glow, his smile seems extra beautiful, and I have an obsessive desire to run my fingers through his hair. It sucks that I cant get him out of my mind, no matter how hard I try. Well, at least he's not in any of my classes for this upcoming high school freshman year [I found this out on his facebook post so I'm not a stalker]. Hopefully I'll get over him. However, not seeing him for two months hasn't stopped my "liking". Damn hormones! 

Besides volleyball and puberty, I have other interesting things in my life. For one I have hobbies. Guitar, Singing, Acting, Writing, Running (short distance), and a lot of other stuff. Did you know that I was in the 2010 middle school production of  Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory? Well of course you didn't. That's where the whole, shy singer reputation comes in. I was the supporting lead role of Mrs.Bucket. I sang, I danced miserably, I sang some more, and I had about 18 lines. Not bad for my first play. I will never forget it. I will also never forget the star of the show WILLY WONKA. He is such and awesome person, and I even had a minor crush on him (although he was a 7th grader and I was an 8th grader). Guys were always mean to him, however, the worst thing that people called him was a fag. He sort of acts a little feminine, but that doesn't mean that his is gay. If he is, who gives a crap. To tell the truth, I've always wanted a gay guy friend. They tend to be sensitive, kind, random, and have a great sense of humor. Plus- what girl wouldn't love to openly share her guy interests with another guy? Anyway I'm not saying that He is gay, I think there's a good chance that he's straight (the average guy straightness is probably 80% anyway). I'm just saying that if he was gay, I'd be perfectly fine with it.

Omagosh!(I hate that word). It is really late. I should just stop writing now. BUT IT'S SO FUN! Oh well. I really need to get my correct sleeping pattern back (summers tend to make me nocturnal). So good night/morning and have a wonderful day (or at least as far as wonderful can be nowadays).