Once again I was an idiot. He didn't want to be more than friends, I came on too strong, now he can't stand me. I remember that stupid poem I wrote saying that there was more to me than meets the eye. I was lieing to myself. I'm exactly what you see. Nervous, Weird, and too Glassey-eyed to be comfortable around. I really wish I could take it all back and we could be friends again. Well we were never really "friends" but I would have valued his friendship. Oh well I'll just have to get throught this, It couldn't really be that hard. The only thing that is truley AWEFUL about this is that it will happen again. I just have to move on, because what doesn't kill me will make me stronger.
*Sigh* Life sucks, excpecailly when your a hopeless romantic.
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